Hate for everyone

by mixx54 » Sun Apr 03, 2011 6:09 am

Hi i made this account here for the soul purpose of seeing if im a psycho or not...and id like some feedback from this

Ok here is my story...

when i was a little boy in my town no one has ever liked me i was always pushed around by other kids.
so i was always getting in fights in school and one time it got so bad a kid had to go to the emergancy room to get his nose repaired
he was bleeding alot...ever since i can remember people have shunned me out from everything almost...so basically ive always been alone and by myself. and then when i got to the age of 13 i moved because it got to out of hand... so when i got here ive learned to control my anger... but by doing that i was left with somthing new, ever since then ive hated "people" in general everyone i met i hated and all ive realy ever thought about doing is kinda killing everyone...not saying im gonna do it ever i have more self control than that...but people here have tried to get close to me so i looked to my brother for help and he said just act like ur happy with them...so i did and now its unbareable i cant stand it i acted normal in school for the first time in about a year everyone was shocked...and i just cant help it and all i wanna do is learn to stop thinking like this and relax and be a more peacefull person now but i cant seem to shake this feeling of pure hatred towards human kind....see this is one of the things ive been thinking
for some reason i cannot shake this feeling...

if anyone has a helping comment please post
or if u feel this way please post aswell i just feel alone...
i promise i would never kill somone this is just what ive been feeling so dont ever think im gonna murder people this was only put here because id like help...and to see if im just a psycho.


have a good day everyonemixx54Consumer 0